My Life

2010-06-12T10:15:00.000-07:00

Went to AEM( Advanced Elective Module) at Ngee Ann Poly from 7 June to 11 June. FUN!!!! But very tired, everyday wake up at 6am until 5.30pm. This course seemed like a camp. I realised that Ashley is such a big-eater~~~

I DON'T KNOW WHY IS THIS PAGE SO LONG....

2009-12-17T20:07:00.000-08:00

Life is a cycle...my life is undergoing a turning point when u woke me up in a middle of the night, i thought u were playing a fool with me...However, it wasn't. Why will u turn into this state overnight??? You were perfectly fine the previous days.... I can't believe this will befall on you, i thought it will only happen to others, not you. You were there still happily smiling towards me, when i was there forcing myself to accept the fact that u have aged. You brought me a lot of convenience and happiness these years. However, that night u woke me up from my beautiful dreams, I sensed the signal given to me that u are going to leave me soon. I can't make myself to fall asleep, I was worried that the next day i open my eyes , u will be there lying on the bed, having no response to our calls and shouts...That was when i sensed the importance of u in our family, handling all the household chores yourself. My feelings have stirred up when we noticed that u dun even know what is shooting out of ur mouth, unabling to take care of urself anymore... It was tiring going back and fro the hospital everyday witnessing ur condition getting worse day by day...
You have made us learn to become independent, being unable to rely on you anymore. You have aslo created a lot of 'first time' to me...It was the first time I was so helpless, I was trying to let you stand upright, I know i can't put you down but my muscle strained so hard that I had to put you down onto the wet, slippery floor... That was when i felt that i was so small, i was being there for no good use... It was so tedious to bathe for you..Why have u become an adult baby??? HANG ON... i dunno what will i face in the future without ur presence in my life...

2009-11-15T22:18:00.000-08:00

Last week was like everyday go out leh~~~ First Time! Finally today was free... Mon forgotten go where alrdy. (It's gonna be a vry long post ^_-)

Tuesday

Went to school for POP(passing-out- parade) discussion. Huiying gave me my b'dae present>>> a bottle of stars made by jieying and her. She said she started making it during examination period alrdy leh, so touched.... The stars were like arranged in levels by the colours, so nice--- Hand-made. In the end was like having no discussion at all, at the canteen table, chatting with aravin, asking him about the NPCC resume... Later on went to IMM with huiying and shermain. Met Vernice, Lyn, yehlin, madeline and... dunno still gt who liao, ate Mac. So coincidentally, met my primary school fren, with her 'fren'( which i thot shld be her boyfriend) eating happily. Huiying said tht guy is her brother leh.... even me and shermain can noe tht tht guy shld be her >>BF. Realised huiying is such a big eater, , keep on eating the fries, including shermain's packet. Later went shopping, went into comics connection, shermain was like choosing her belated b'dae present so long!!!! In the end she chose a blade keychain, was told tht nid to be 18 yrs old and above, cnt be bought~~~ No choice, went to minitoons, bought shermain a small 'guitar' pouch'.... finally bought her present.

Wednesday

My ah gong suddenly said tht he won't cook for us tht day, even ask me to cook leh! It's my birthday, my mum and ah gong even asked me to cook for them. But, in the end still bought from outside la~~~ hahas. Went to school for POP discussion again. Jasmin gave a Garfield-like clay-made bear to me, still brought the colour paint and brushes to school to finish painting it, looked quited cute~~~ also given me a b'dae/ chrismas card and a mirror box. Her hand-writing looked as if it was printed out leh, so neat!!!! Later on, the loi si ling was like so funny, walking towards the canteen smiling away. She also gave a clay-made bear and a pig. The quality of the bear was like so 'good' until the limbs dropping off. She also gave a heart shape with my name on it,BUT! my name was also dropping off! I was like so shocked, the 'R' without the'tail' later off the other letters dropped off gradually. shermain was like plucking out all the letters... It was like so unforgetable leh! I dunno why shermain gave me two magazines and i dun frequently read magazines. Continue on the discussion of POP, the boys was like so incooperative, keep on playing a fool, in the end only the girls are discussing about it. Went to reherse on it, being FED UP with the boys.... After tht, head towards Jasmin's house to do props. But, before tht went to 7-ELEVEN to buy something to eat. While helping Jasmin to fill up the 'biscuit', i put my my presents on the floor. Then, accompanied Jasmin to paid for her combo meal, totally forgotten about my PRESENTS!!! I was like still didn't realised until i was on bus 51, chatting with Jasmin and Huiying. I intended heading back to retrieve my presents, but Jasmin said there was not enough time anymore. We were like calling the guys, who were also at the 7-elevens, but mun tat and yiyong alrdy on the bus. Called weijun several times, finally he picked up,, then he helped me to retrieve my presents, so gd leh, really thks him a lot. My mum gave me a jacket, ah gong and aunt gave me hong bao, uncle sponsered cake. Really thks to HUIYING AND JIEYING'S BOTTLE OF STARS, LOISILING'S 'good quality' BEAR, JASMIN'S BEAR, 'CHRISMAS/ B'DAE CARD', Mirror Box, also THOSE WHO WISED ME Happy B'dae, yiyong's ' too SPECIAL b'dae msg', my mother, my Papa, ah gong and aunt..... ^_-

Thursday

Didn't went for cca, instead went for my dental appointment, which was like waited since JAN/FEB...Later on went to Tampines with my mother, ate at century square. Later, went to Expo's Robinson Sale, walked until the feet went wobby arh~~~ Bought many clothes for father, ah gong and my mum, water bottles and a watch for me!!! as my b'dae presents frm father.

Friday

Went to school for POP. Before tht, went to action city to meet up with wilson, mun tat and yiyong, to buy presents for senior. $30+++ leh~ Fall in in mufti attire with NPCC t-shirt with only for a while, was told to change it into full-uni. After i changed finish, i put my uniform bag onto the ground, my uni bag was being sucked into the toilet service duct!!!! Initially, my plastic bags were being sucked into it many times. OMG~~~ $10 uni bag. Waited for so long before POP started, have no choice le, nid to leave early for my dental appointment. Went alone to Dover and took the shuttle bus to NUH. Haven even finished my waffle, was called to enter the room. I extracted FOUR teeth. The dentist was like injected the anestatic to numb my teeth. Dunno 4-6 injections leh! my chin was like swollen... After tht, waited at the pharmacy for my father. My father was like didn't read his msg, still called me asking me where am i. I was like bleeding profusely, biting the cotton wool, whatever i said he couldn't understand, keep on "HUH???" I sms him again, finally found me at the pharmacy....He was laughing upon seeing me leh! Took the painkillers in case my teeth hurt. Along the way back, huiying called me, saying that i left my presents in school again! The one which weijun helped me retrieved in 7-eleven, forgotten about my presents again~~~ Headed back to school to take my presents, shun bian ferry Shermain and Huiying home. Huiying was like keep on staring at me, with the cotton wools in my mouth, shermain was like talking about the sweets tht the seniors gave us.... HAHAS...For my dinner, cnt eat rice, ate maggie mee.

Saturday

Went to my father's office, went chinatown, bought a new bermudas, also went to jurong west lib. Reached home around 7+++ le lor....

SUCH A FUN WEEK~~~ :D

2009-11-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

Two posts in a day, coz too lazy to post another time le. Today went to HSK examination at Serangoon in Crestar building. Went to Jurong East int to met up with Baoyi, Siling and Vincent. When i reach there I saw none of their sight, then i went downstairs, also didn't see them, went back to the platform, finally managed to see them. Later on, I was told by Baoyi, tht she went downstairs, maybe tht time I was still at the platform, when I went downstairs, she was at the platform, aiyo...took a long time taking MRT, keep on changing lane. Tht shuying didn't lombang me~~~ Her father ferry her there, so jiang yi qi de. She reached there at 8.40, while we were still on the MRT tht time. There was a foreign, taking the exam, SHOCKED. There was even two primary 1 students taking, WA....Later on took MRT to Dhoby Guaut, went to Plaza Singapura eat, ate at the ICE-MONSTER(Taiwan cuisine). It WAS SO EXPENSIVE.... $7 for a ZHA JIANG MIAN. Really cost a bomb, heartbroken leh. The siling, boayi and shuying, initially want to buy a set meal, which is $10 plus. Having heard need to pay $2 more, they immediately changed their mind, HAHAS. The ZHA JIANG MIAN didn't taste nice at all, waste my money leh, $7. The mee was like so soft, no tan xing~~~ The nicest is shuying's order, the beef noodles, soup taste is far way nicer than mine. Vincent one, looks vry healthy, coz gt a lot of veggie. Shuying, baoyi and siling shared the mango 'ice kacang' tht shuying keep on luring me to eat, make me like mouth-watering, but i still didn't eat, hahas---shuying failed. When into a facial shop later on, tht siling and shuying keep on testing on the nail polish, even tested on me!!! shuying apply until vry nice, but the one i applied on siling was even more artistic... ^_- Baoyi bought two bottles of nail poolish. Vincent like sort of quite sian, coz it was in female facial shop...Went home quickly after tht, called my mum, she said I will get it after i returned home, made me have a sense tht something bad will happen... BU XIANG DE YU GAN. On the way home, is like vry funny, the siling and shuying, they called me xiao qiang eh! which is cockroach...the siling face vry funny, on the way to our examination venue also, keep on staring me... A moment feigning not to look at me, watching the tv, another moment, staring at me laughing... SO 好笑!!! her facial expression... hahas..

2009-11-08T05:03:00.000-08:00

THIS IS VRY NAN DE FOR ME TO POST THINGS.... many things happened between this period of time, weeks, month??? Went to ATC CAMP on OCT 27&28 at Pulau Ubin, still went to HORT PARK( implicated by SHUYING) for the abassador of recycling and green environment thing....

ATC CAMP:

Totally different from my expectation of it being an adventure, enjoyable camp... SIGH..So boring, initially is on June holiday, but because of the H1N1 caused our camp to postpone to DEC, later change to OCT, for only two days! Our first activity is RAFTING, because of the rain, all our efforts put in tying the knots for the boat went in vain, cancelled. There was rock-climbing, get to climb to the top, so difficult, still gt the 'hump' thing, almost hang upside down. Played ice-breaking game which just playing 'Wacko' and memorising all the team mates' name. Coincidently, went into the same grp as my neighbour, also frm Xingnan... Ate food rations, love the pocari sweat, a packet of powdery thing put into water and become Isotonic drink, NICE! And the milo 3-in-1 ate it without dissolving it in water.... cook instant noodle. Overall, only love instant noodles, pocari sweat and milo==== Games only maze is the most fun!!! coz we went into a room, in pitch dark, nid find the way out. It's totally cnt even see the hand! They even hang those 'snakes' on the ceiling, when we walked by, my other girls team mate, shouted like hell, vry funny~~~I kept on knocking into things, lucky gt wear helmet. So difficult to find a way out, there's one part where we nid climb over a plastic bamboo ladder, the fittest girl in our group, carried me up!!! I was like so light??? Coz she is the one leading us, there was one part where nid to climb into a smaller space, she said, " The Chinese....." which is me to climb, coz i slimmer, vry funny, cnt stop laughing after coming out, tht is really the moment when we really enjoyed ourselves. Still gt night activities, which is like cnt finished the games, due to time constraint>>>> same reason. Second day programme all cancelled, except for the morning exercise and cleaning up. They even asked us to take back the remaining food rations. Just as we are goin to leave, Hidayah said her wallet was lost, she did put it into the plastic bag together with ours, could not find. Took the boat back to Singapore, ate at the hwker centre nearby, Jasmin, or shermain lent hidayah money to eat. So pity, we didn't even have time to know much more better about our grp mates, so short, many games and programmes are shortened, did not even have camp fire~~~ But hope STC camp nxt year, also at Pulau Ubin will be fun, our sec 3s was like having so much fun de....:D

2009-10-16T00:06:00.000-07:00

Finally exams were over~~~~ can relax le.... BUT just like huiting said, cnt felt as if the burden had been lessened. Instead, felt uneasy... actually wanted to post on many things earlier on but too lazy to, HAHAS. Yesterday, is totally a slack day, with the dunno ' MS AISH'???( not sure how to spell her name) coming to our school telling us about some vry boring topic>>> CONFLICT. Before beginning, played blow-win-blow??? Then, me, yuenping, yunting and diyanah, nid do forfeit. The dunno who suggested doing moonwalk, Renyi came out to demonstrate... HAHAAAAS the way he do vry funny leh!!! we didn't follow him, so difficult, just walk backwards a few steps~~~~ Do the role play on collaboration. Vernice be my sister, gt one dialogue vry funny... " Go play ur BARBIE DOLL lah!" hahas...then the Jiayi and Xuanyi, amanda and wanling played as the characters in TV. Amanda and wanling>>>> TOM & JERRY. After tht go for recess and came back to continue on the role play. Later on, played the '...... HUNT' nid find the objects tht the facillitator had written, ran up and down finding flower, leaves, broomstick.... Luckily, the rubber band we found it on the floor, just like wat yichuan had said, SO ZUN~~, lent water bottles to Yichen.

Released early, at around 12.30+++ then the huang yunting suddenly stomped out leh! Went to find yichen together to take back our water bottles. She walked off angrily.... then the shuying and baoyi called me, dunno which way to go, i'm still holding on to ethel's bottle, confused. But, still head back coz shuying told me to go with her, baoyi and siling to safra to check on the KBOX things. Later on, dashed downstairs to catch up with yunting. I asked her why she was angry with me, she said coz i was blocking her way out while Huiting told me tht she will be goin to Xingnan to tell them abt Commonwealth and also asking her to wait for me and ethel, when she didn't wan to... said rushing back home to play com. But, is that so???? Then, when i was asking for the reasons initially, she said wasn't angry at all....still can even joke with me. She board the bus when bus 30 came. I wanted to follow her, but ethel, shuying, siling were still at canteen waiting me.... aiyo. I stayed at bus stop until reine, vernice, shuying, siling, ethel came...Reine they all went to sci centre for lunch, while ethel and I went straight home. Along the way, ethel was so quiet, claimed she had an headache, while i chatted with jieying... A boring, tiring, yet with a bit of happiness day it was ~~~ Why was this keep on happening on me, why must it be me???? There was time when I was given many routes to choose, many different voices asking me to take their path, which way should i go, 进退两难.....

2009-09-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

SIGH_____ Currently unable to fall asleep, i totally flung my ENGLISH, nid work harder le. Today, finally u spoken up, said out wat u have always wanted to say... Everytime you choose to avoid, wearing smile. But, it was weird when you do so, smile and laugh with me together at a moment and suddenly be angry with me after a few mins ??? I dunno... i can roughly figure out why u are angry with me, i'm now confused. The weirdiest was ppl was saying different things to different ppl!!! WHY WAS THIS SO??? I can't understand.... u said i've nv been through these things before, unable to understand ur feelings. Why do u think in such a way? Do u believe that those ppl u hang out most often muz be ur close friend? WHY??? Dun bring up watever things that had happened in the past, u shld not let them interfere with ur present life>>> I am nobody, just mysself, pls dun think tht i'm the same as others, PLS Huiying u said tht i'm always troubled with these things, i can't stop pondering why... IS THIS a curse WHICH WILL FOLLOWS U FOREVERR? I didn't treat u as a platform to fufil my desires. I really dun understand why being a girl was so complicated and as a sec two student. WHY WILL THINGS CHANGE. I really dunno... why things willl turn our like tht. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY 'GROUPS' IN OUR CLASS? sigh___I really dunno, ppl tht i had once trusted...i understand myself___ WILL THINGS CHANGE IF WERE A BOY..??? free frm those troubles.. worries~~~

2009-08-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday met Marcus on the way home... Chat outside Xingnan.. He tok until so agitated leh... pulled down the poster... Later i was taken aback leh... ever since we left Xingnan, never met 吴柔仪once finally saw her!!! She said my voice had changed leh, then looks mature le, gt meh??? At home even funnier, i tell my father i saw 吴柔仪, he listened until 乌笼鱼,can listened until like tht, WA~~~~hahas

Today take class photo, stand beside mathana and wanling. The fun shot, Miss Yeo stand beside me leh!!! the grp photo vry funny, coz Amanda had to kneel down on the table, the when the person asked her to do so , she seemed so uwillingful lar~~~ Later after lunch nid take NPCC photo taking, the ETHEL and YUENPING vry funny leh!!!coz they were at the second floor 比手画脚 so funnY.. Ethel's intention was to ask me wat time we will be shooting, i think until wat time will the shooting end, i dun understand wat she toking leh~~~ hahas. The yuenping point a direction to show where to wait for us, seemed to be pointing the hall, dunno is hall or canteen, so funny.

Later on go home with Ethel, huiying, and pui boon, but actually initially shld have zhixing and Jasmin de... As for zhixing, is pangseh him, Jasmin~~~ sigh SRY!!!! we didn't go to the previous bus stop then forget she's waiting for us le++++sigh

2009-08-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day!!!! ^_-

Last friday celebrate national day at school....play the WIN, DRAW OR LOSE, nid guess wat the drawer draws... at first our grp amanda draw.. so gd. Later on become my turn.. so difficult, nid draw the GENERAL ELECTION.. anyhow draw. Finally get last year YEAR BOOK, gt many Yi chuan pics... get famous becoz of Green Club.. also get a pencil case and a chocolate from Miss Yeo... The school said we must use tht pencil case for ALL examination, it's not vry nice~~~~

After the celebration go sci centre do the EM project... but after walking, playing around with those things... goin to enter the MICROBES section, there's a sign says..closed for construction, vry angry leh___ Mdm V cheat our feelings.. but nv mind, still have fun**** Suddenly realised Amanda so ZILIAN.. along the way, keep on taking pics of herself, now then i noe... around 12+++ go watch the 'Global Warming' .. gt the sheep, so cute!!!

Later go to the creative shop.. Amanda buy the spy glass, $5+++ so expensive~~~ Go eat Macdonald. Amanda bought the seaweed shaker fries.. *shake..*shake* Takeaway to West Coast Park... take the 176 bus.. so bumpy FUN~~~ when we reach jaywalk. A group of teenagers, mentally got problem, say us jaywalk, even ask which sch are we from. Later on, played the 'swing'?? swing back and fro but no matter how much i tried.. cnt land smoothly, keep on get stuck in the middle. It's so hot...the sand burning our feet. Later, climbed the pyramid, amanda cnt climb.. only me and jieling, climb up vry easy.. have difficulty coming down__ After that, take many pics of jieling, me and amanda jumping on a wood, with spring beneath, that huang yunting don't want to take pics.. so difficult to take a photo of her.. Around 3++ went straight home.. the fries become soggy, nobody wants, i take it home~~~ HOPE CAN GO OUT WITH FRENS MORE OFTEN==== :D

2009-07-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday go Home Team Academy for Revolver shooting!!! FUN:D After we came out of the bus, we nid to march all the way to the range... so funny, and we were not coordinate at all. Mrs Ang also gt go.. in full-uni. We waited fora long time, almost fall asleep ... coz there were many schools present, saw many Ex-xingnanians~~~ The shooting ground... vry long and wide! gt the 'head set' and the goggles, bt i wear specs so no nid wear tht, there's one Sir beside me.. He's so gd~~ tell me where to aim, muz aim at lower part of the target. Do the procedure of loading bullets, unloading, then *FIRE* When i pull the trigger... there's a 'pong' sound..the smoke appear in front of me....the Sir keep on asking me to take a deep breath, hahas** (coz my hand keep on trembling while shooting) then when i shoot finish..nid go calculate marks.... 13 bullets shoot within the rectangle~~ 3 bullets at the three pointer there.. get 74/80. The Pui Boon get the highest. FULL MARKS..lihai. Later the Shermain keep on complaining abt the goggles.. coz it's foggy, then she cannot see clearly.. --FUN EXPERIENCE-- gotta rmb it forever... hope can do well for nxt year revolver shooting test^^

2009-07-24T06:03:00.000-07:00

I'm confused....
It's just soo scary..
Nothing had happened!!!!
I'm just myself nt a supernatural being..having divine power...
I can't be divided into many parts~~
'Mouth' is the root of all evil....
Why can't u believe me???
Currently I had to watch watever thing comes out frm the mouth.....
A step wrong, a step to dilemma,
a step to a state of confusion~~~

2009-07-22T07:02:00.004-07:00

Today... dun even understand the lessons, any of the lessons, can also say nv even listen. After school go Home Team Academy to do the Revolver dry shoot...revolver. The place looked vry new..quite nice. A 'Sir' explained to us the three safety rules...then tell us the parts of Revolver. The 'Sir' vry weird keep on asking me n shermain to put down our legs...sign~~~Tell us how to find our 'master eye' use to aim the target. Finally taught us how to use the Revolver.. wat muz align the rear side n the front side... the gap is so small... need see carefully..aim until my eyes hurt, then try shoot without the bullets. FUN...huiying vry funny leh..her index finger no energy, coz hand too small le, cnt even cover the trigger.. then nid use two hand~~~ Jasmin also.. hahas. The Shermain hold until the palm.. RED. Nxt tues is the actual shoot so looking forward!!!! at first dun even noe wat is dry shooting...is actually just shoot without bullets inside... It's fun to hold a revolver...will nv ever forget de!!!

2009-07-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hahas.... today quite fun~~~~ coz gt home econ, then cook with Amanda, the fried bee hoon.. SUPER NICE!!! the teacher vry weird, keep on adding oil to our bee hoon.. our beansprout didn't cook ripe enough..then quite 'crispy'. A total slack day on mon... coz no nid bring any of the textbook except hm econs n music~~~ music lesson..so scary singing the Michael Jackson's I'll Be There...quite nice. The teacher suddenly pass the mic to me.... then i nid to sing the ' I'll (Michael Jackson's style) Be There'... Later stay back for Chi oral.. Lin Lao shi. late!!! made us wait so long...in the end say give us time to practise more...coz those ppl who had taken the oral didn't score well...huiying go first le___aiya...

I will forget de... you told me not to think abt it le...
It works.... no longer such pain
I will lead my life on...
without those complicated relationship le...
no longer raking up those things le..
pacing forward..
it's really better to stop clinging on to the past...
You're right..

2009-06-12T01:25:00.004-07:00

Today went for npcc training...dunno like for 3-4 four times alrdy....then is like called, 'slack training' , then everyone gt the 'laughing gas', everybody keep laughing...hahas...Aravin wants huiying to take over the squad, then we ask huiying for 5min water break...then the Aravin says cnt, when he goes away we dunno Rehakandiri how many second, when he cames back , i immediately shout "SQUAD DIAM!"(i be the timer...). He suddenly like so serious, ask us to knock it down, until huiying tell him wat is the squad n her mistake...Later he ask venket to take over the squad.. nid fall out, bt the moment he stand in front huiying, all laugh....cnt control leh... others who had been ask to take over the squad, everytime laugh... then keep on 'semula'. When he ask me to take over the squad... i also cnt control leh, see huiying face vry funny, nid go back again, later i take over the squad then i ask for a volunteer to be timer, i say until timekeeper...then the whole squad...laugh to core. I do some simple drills, later Aravin ask us whether we wants to do drills or play game.. everybody shout, Games!! We go down to the basketball court, play basketball, the Aravin in our grp, we keep on scoring at the beginning. The weijun vry funny leh... everytime he shoots, confirm in, we call him netballer...hahas, coz he too tall. We nv even even counts the number of time we score, just play for fun...

Later Aravin ask us to go for 8min break, bt in the end dunno how many mins.. we play guessing-finger game. He say we can go anytime bt still early, the kausalya say wan go alrdy.. after tht only me, rashidah, Jasmin go up to the Npcc room, the boys some go for the math remedial, Shermain also...later he ask us do drills, when marching, keep on kanan 'beloh' or kiri 'beloh'(nt sure how to spell), we turning round the pillar!!! Hahas, then the Cheryl n Shermain walk past, look us marching around the pillar. Later Aravin wans to dismiss us, bt we don't wan..keep on arguing, bt he say alrdy dismiss le.. if we wan learnt more abt the knots for atc camp, go canteen find him.

The Jasmin alrdy go remedial say start at 11, end at 12.30, wans me n huiying wait for her. Huiying n me go to the canteen n do the eng hmw, i play huiying hp, so boring leh... later went to fitness corner climb the wall, so funny, when i manage to climb the wall huiying is on the ground, when she climb up, i am on the ground, so funny, the Aravin can do 3 standard pull up... so li lai. Later went back to canteen again, see weilin n Trixie coming down, after their training, chat for while... Jasmin still haven come, it's 1+ alrdy!!!! say 12.30 end. Finally after few mins come out. We go to teban there play the swing, so funny, take video, i be camera man, huiying's pose vry nice... Jasmin can stand on the swing. Later went to shermain house there, Jasmin buy her mango ice-blended again, huying buy the wat water chestnut, i bu the ice peach tea... accompany Jasmin wait at the bus stop for her bus, later 143 come le.. then our bus 30 also come, we go board the bus... on the way back huiying let me listen to her music, i thinking wat to buy for my sister b'dae present, cnt think of one... my sis seems to have many things alrdy... then huiying suggest buy voodoo dolls at the JP minitoons. We made a deal, when we become sec fours we will make each other a photo album,with our pics, for our birthday presents. Later on huiying say she wans go hm first then go JP myself, indeed at minitoons gt sell the voodoo dolls, i choose two dolls which look vry nice, then the staff ask if nid any help, i say i'm buying presents for my sis, she the one with uniform, carries a bag, i nicer, think for a long time then decide to take tht one...

Now very tired, coz yesterday, i slp at 1.30!!! to do the chinese zhou ji.. write abt when we went to the Alexandra Fire station... write like for many hrs... until wanted to slp, bt carry on. I still gt two yue du gan xiang for the magazine, n five summary leh... nid chiong hmw le. Yesterday, the loisiling vry li hai, ask her come do project, then come for only few mins, say nid to go with Jasmin to Bugis shopping... the rest we do ourselves, eat the Skipples, the yichuan n Jieling use the method- pour some sweets on the floor n say just eat la... then eat many..lor, we keep on arguing abt the project thing, it's nt realistic at all.. sigh. We go McDonald i left with few dollars only can only buy the $2 double cheese burger, tok abt the camp.. my atc camp haven come yet... late the yichuan suggest we walk slowly, like move only 1/6 for her step , so lihai! the three of them like move a single step like tht, then i wait.... finally Jieling cnt bear it le... say let's just go la... Yichuan is the last who endure until the last...take MRT back to Boonlay with yunting...i bring back the board... nid add smth, the loisiling just did a little bit only, then go shopping...Hope my sis will like the voodoo doll..give her nxt tues..ATC CAMP coming soon... pulau ubin!!! :D

2009-05-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

其实说实在的。。。
我不知道这到底是怎么一回事，
每天其实走着同一条路，
总是一同前往。。。
可是就算坐在身旁也都不曾说话了。。
不是你先下车，就是我们，
不是我们在楼上，就是你在楼下。
你总是哈哈大笑的。。。我不知道。
我真的很想知道你在想什么，
我不知道心术，
我只想告诉你，我是不会忘了那些时光的...

2009-05-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today....go to sch with the huang yunting, huiying n yi chen... so funny.. yunting let me play the wat rock guitar... aiyo so lousy leh...always get the timing wrong...laugh to core~~~~then when we were goin off the bus...so many ppl, then me n huiying stuck in the middle of the road, coz we were goin out, one man forcing his way in...the yunting n yichen had already left the bus. We did nt get to door in time.. the bus closed the door n goin to leave!!! lucky gt one auntie help ur press the bell.... hahax:D the yunting n yichen at the bus stop laughing...After sch, stay back eat lunch with the jasmin, huiying, huang yunting n yichuan, jieling go Bukit Panjang buy 'something'. While eating the rou cuo mian, chatting with yichuan abt 'malaysia cuisine' haha.. Ipoh hor fun.Later go up hall play cho dai di...show magic.. cnt figure out leh!!!! gt trick one lor...Go hm with chiang huiying n tht yunting... take the bus 30. At the bus met Mdm our senior...the showing the magic tricks on the bus.. put the cards on yunting bag, th bus keep on moving , always slide down.. Huiying finally wan to reveal the tricks!!! so lame ...we are stupid too think think cnt think of anything...Mdm also~~~~now still thinking the six straw... so weird, coz nv watch tht wat Tricky TV??? on OKTO# hahax...vry fun...:D

2009-05-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

It's time to end le....
Ever since you was able to ignore a friend tht was once close to you just because of a reason...
there was no turning back le,
I'm tired of it le...

从此以后，我不会再有任何的留恋，
那些所曾经在一起过的回忆都当作没发生过吧。。。
也许当作彼此不曾认识，使件好事吧。。。
做人不应该是这样的。
我早已不认识你了。
我真的没想到你竟然可以这样对待一个人。。。
也许这真是时候该忘记了，
你所做的一切与我在也没有任何关联了。
我不会再理会任何事情了。。。
看到你写的东西，只会绝望。
我不会再管了。

2009-05-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

today...seriously injured!!! accompany jieling go the make-up session for touch rugby.Then, now my specs become slanted one slide...gt hit by Nila, passing the rugby ball to me, then knocked onto my face, so pain. The ppl playing monkey with the ball, then hit onto my head directly....Later, somebody passes ball to me , i reach out to catch the ball, it cracked my thumb...then numb for a few moments, cnt move so pain...now still vry pain, painful. My specs...

2009-05-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

I thought our friendship would last....

至今我才发现原来我们之间的友谊是如此的浅，
我们不曾在一起快乐过，
之前所曾经分享过得快乐，
早已渐渐地离我而去。。。
什么才是真真的友情？？？
我曾相信做人不应该是这样的。。。
可是人心难测。。。
到底谁才是真真的真心对你，
实在难以分辨。
我不知道你在想些什么，
你已经逐渐的与我越来越疏远，
一天过一天，得过且过，
虽然在同一个班里，
上了数堂课，
有几次真真的能与你好好聊一翻呢？
成天笑容满面，是真的快乐吗？
还是只是表面的？
人生中有太多复杂的事情了。。。。
你一只都对我很好，
可是看到你这样我不知道要怎样应付，
为什么？
这件事牵涉到太多人了。。。
不可能每天都带着笑容，
不曾如此的复杂，
却演变成难以挽回了。。。
不应该是这样的。
你们的声音，
仿佛将不会在听见了。。。
曾今是以笑对人的，
却是冷若冰霜。。
人的周围围绕着什么？？？
我不会忘记你们的，
一直与我聊真心话，
与你们聊天实在能忘记一切的烦恼，
要如何面对明天呢？？？
终究得做个了结。。。
如果我们班能团结一致....有多好。
有些人可能是没有关联的...不应该牵扯到他们。
应该做自己不管别人说什么....不要理会。
任何不满当面说。。。才不会变成这样。

2009-05-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

i noe all my mid-year marks le...so lousy. My mother tongue, so shi bai, getting so low, eng ok, gt pass.As for my geo, made me most angry, should get a better results...

It had been months..days... I'd totally forgotten when i started. It lasted so long...
A person tht u knew, may nt be the present her,
it seem as if it was a stranger,
Goin our own way......
WHY???
A person tht does nt have any reaction seeing u....
Wearing a smile, bt does it really made u felt happy???,
impossible....
its so Unbearable....
Just because of a REASON???
i dun understand....
It was getting more complicated.....
Seeing each other, makes us feel awkward.
It was nt like this before...
i can't understand!!!
I dun wan to be like this...
I dunno how shld i react
WHY???
I DUNNO... ITS GETTING TIRING.

2009-04-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

Dunno why feel like posting...long time nv post, although is during examination period. It's examination period..today just take chinese, paper one write the chrismas present. say until paper two....die~~~ dunno how to do many ques...its so weird.The zong he tian kong also so difficult. I REALLY DUNNO HOW LONG I CAN BEAR dunno wat to do!!!! why is it so weird? too many.....i just wish to study well, i dunno wat will happen, its getting more..so complicating>> why bEcome like this??? maybe i should dun care anymore...

2009-03-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

Do this quiz under chunlin request...haha. everytime cnt do, this time finally can..^_^ do for fun.....

1. If you change your name, wad would it be?

will nt change!!! this is my original name... won't change.

2. Do you think you are good-looking?

ok la....

3. Are you single or taken?

nt taken by anyone... myself.

4. Are you happily single or taken?

say alrdy....

5. Wat is ur favourite colour?

yellow/ orange....n white...

6. Do you think the world is round or flat?
of course round.....

7. Spongebob or Patrick?

patrick cuter...

8. Chuckie or Tommy?

dunno who is them....

9. Pooh or Eeyore or babay pooh?

of course babay pool.... so cute!!!

10. black or white?

white...black evil...

11 Who are ur best fren?

haha....erm..dun wan write...

12. Who is ur enemy?

enemy...this one also cnt say.... will offend ppl...

13. Who is ur hero?

my idol... Lim Bo Seng!!!! fight against Japan....

14. Who is the last person you saw?
last??? anyone

15. Who was the last person you hugged?
my bolster...haha..so soft

16. who was the last person you told i love them?
father,mother,grandparents....

17. who is the last person you miss most?
my beloved grandma...

18. wat is the one thing tat brightens ur day?
eat.....replenish energy...

19. when was the last tym u went on vacation?
chinese new year...go take angbao

20. who was the last person to annoy you?
this one dun write

21. Against or for gay marriage?

dunno..up to them, i cnt control..

22. Bush or Kerry?

i like tom n jerry better/...

23. Against or for abortion?
Strongly AGAINST..

24. When was the last tym u cry?
******

25. When was the last tym u were abosulutely happy?

hehhe...

26. Who was the last person u yelled at?
aiyo....

27. Do you think u are well liked ?

ok la...

28. do you go taiwanda?

dunno where is it...

2009-03-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

Today extraordinary lei...lei.. Miss Yang lesson vry sian.. During the assembly, give us back the report book, lucky i nv fail..Holiday alrdy. Just now gt training>>the promotion test, quite ok, immediately after tht, gt road marshal duty!!! the school nv provide us food.. at all. contribute to the school, standing at the gate greet the parents and ask them to head to the hall, stand until feet quite aching. My parents late leh... everytime late. 7.00 pm call them still haven come, haven fang gong. At night alrdy, no cars alrdy, standing there nth to do, vry bo liao. Later huiying lombang my fater car.. haha reach her house alrdy, she too many things vry hard to go out. Dunno why i can't understand smth.\, really dun understand....sigh....

2009-02-13T02:48:00.000-08:00

CAMP

Today finally come back frm campsite.... luv the facility, nan de we have bed, pillow and air-con to slp with!!!! P5 camp slp on the hard wooden floor.

First Day

When we reach there, met our facilitator, Mr Sati. He was very kind and he ask us to play a game : throwing the teeddy bear then when u receive muz say out an adjective of the same surname as ur name... bt vry boring. Later like go do the the putdoor cooking, gt eggs, sausage, curry chicken n cabbage>>vry nice!!! then go to the hall . At the hall also vry boring, nth to do., others playing games.irst night, unforgettable at first so hot,,, then in the middle of the night... so cold!!! freezing. The yichuan oh trembling, then in the morning share with me the sleeping bag... so funny, she curl up n whole body is being wrapped.

Second Day

Eat breakfast with soya bean later went for the day expedition... We walk frm the campsite to the Sembawang MRT then we take the mrt to Kranji... walk then go to the Singapore Turf Club. Later we go to War memorial, there gt so many grave, all was australian or british or the Singaporeans. They all died so young... some 26 only, so beautiful n peaceful.We had also written smth on the book abt our thoughts. we rest to see if we had blisters. Later become I lead.... so scary, i thought i might bring them to the wrong place. But, when i take a look at the map, so easy, juz walk straight n turn left, then reach the woodlands/ sembawang town garden. Later on is Zer Yee lead. On the way, I keep on chatting with Jieling.. all else too boring le, nobody talk. So surprising, no soon longer we reached the republic of Polytechnic and buy snacks. He so li hai. Later leonard led us... then he like vry quiet, the zer yee help him. Finally, we reach Singapore sports school. After tht we head to Causeway point to have our lunch. The Mr Sati provide us $3 to eat!!! miss yeo also treat us ice-cream...so gd~~~ we take mrt back the Sembawang mrt. When we goin reach, we all link our hands together n wallk in the campsite shouting 2/3!! 2/3!!! they take photo. So disappointed, huiting they all reach le n had even bath alrdy. We decided to do the skit for campfire first before we bath... do...do do... the body so sticky. finally we go bath n practise again. At night , the campfire finally started!!!! the light so ci yan shine our eyes. we sing... then perform.. skit, so high!!! Later, vry angry!!!! they sy wan to check our bags see if we gt hp or other thing haven surrender. SO SLEEPY LEH then they check so long, then i cnt bear tit anymore slp on yunting bags. yunting surrender her hp.We 12+ go slp...slp.

Last day

wake up alrdy 6.30 then at breakfast n clear the area take our bags n go, before tht still gt paly some games n do the class collage. The game vry boring... then we board the bus n go, wave wih the Mr Sati and other facilitators... along the way yuen ping, ethel n yunting all vry sad, because of the hp thing.. The yunting vry sad when we reach sch, go hm with her then accompany her go JP to eat... chat. Although the games nt vry fun bt Mr Sati is vry gd enjoy the outdoor cooking, day expedition n campfire~~ have a great time there.. won't forget...

2009-02-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

Long time nv post le..... too busy to post as it was quite ma fan. Today after sch, go to yunting's house to do the total defence thing.The floor so clean and shiny, nt even a dust or litter on the floor!! tht yuen ping always take advantage when i was erasing the pics carefully, make me cnt move all else the pics will be ruin. The yunting treat me longan drink n yuen ping the green tea. Using the HP, Compac laptop, so gd. the volume was increase b using sensor nt nid exactly toch tht thing!! tml nid to give miss yeo the thing le. But, yunting com is too new, we cnt open the file... nt nid to say teacher ones, confirm cnt open.... now solving prob...aiya

2009-01-01T02:07:00.000-08:00

Being pushed by ethel to write this post... Yesterday go boon lay Countdown!!! gt fireworks n e soap bubbles. Yesterday so crowded, e road closed n everytime is the same one.... when we reach there e firework start alrdy, almost e same exept gt one firework like e fish. much more special... Yesterday so high.... many ppl play tht soap bubbles n become like snowman, even little girl also play. Never met my fren there... still HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! hope nxt year is a better year... will work hard n study. gd luck for everyone....

2008-12-10T00:37:00.000-08:00

Today tht Loi siling's birthday. Still write at my facebook's wall- to remind me., bought her present alrdy, give her this Fri. So expensive!!!!!!!!!!! only small small thing so ex_________ quite heart-broken..... Hope she won't mumble abt it. bt 90% will complain...... cnt tolerate her.

HAPPY BIRTHADY TO U!!!! LOISILING...

2008-12-08T01:08:00.000-08:00

Today also nothing to do.... bt vry nan de e jacki will ask me abt e Chinese project, only can listen to music, n playing tht Pet society on facebook. My pet's hygiene alrdy super low... don't noe how many percentage n had to bath her... SO CUTE!!! play softball with her, skipping rope n frisbee. Now only gt 1000+ money____ my other frens gt 2000+, 12000 like tht. Listening to e song:Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni, actually all e songs, i like only e Wo de kuai le, although e Xing yuan bian li tie is also quite nice=). Staying at home.....quite boring, my junior asked me whether i wan to go back to Xingnan for e table tennis training, bt i still dun feel like goin. Bt still vry glad tht my junior will asked me go back!!! ^_-

2008-11-26T23:43:00.000-08:00

today so tiring...... yesterday juz came back frm malaysia.. 11+ then reach. 10 hrs journey bt still gt stop on e way... eat KFC bt my cousin cnt eat..., peiyee. coz she like food poison n keep on vomit. Whatever she eat she will vomit out n then become vry quiet, went back one week still quite fun, coz is my aunt's wedding. She wear until so pretty during e dinner( host by my aunt's side) bt e food nt vry nice... really. gt karaok n then many ppl go up on e stage to sing. So scary!!! my aunt almost wan to write my name to go up on stage to sing.... luckily i gt no voice on tht day. The nxt day my future uncle come n pick my aunt. we a fool on him^_^ hahax... ask him to pass e small banana through one side of his pant to another, n also ask him to sing lao shu ai da mi. after tht gt buffet eat. In e night we go attend e dinner host by my uncle at taiping.... still nid to make our way frm Alor Star to there, two hrs at car slp. n then we are late, in e end all of e other relative nid to wait for us. it was held at e hotel bt speak frankly... e food provided is nicer, still gt person sing juz like ours!!! although we went only one week, bt it seems like we went there for a long period of time, coz to many things happen. I fall down while playing badminton with Yong Cai n then it keep on bleeding.too many things to say*** still cnt forget e cold water. everytime ask me bath there.. vry scary., coz e water there so cold, like ice water bt luckilygt my grandmother help me boil hot water. goin to read my INCARCERON coz tommorow over due!!!! Hoping to view e photos taken :D

2008-11-09T23:40:00.000-08:00

Today.... i was toking to my pri sch frens while posting this. Yes so gd.... coz gt many present, my aunt give me a bolster n a piggy bank tht can sort money!!! so cute!! my mother n father buy me many clothes n a yellow bag... although yes nt my b'dae bt still quite happy... a beforehand b'dae party. coz my sis gt something on on tues, 11/11.. my b'dae n cnt celebrate on tht day n in e end nid to celebrate on yes. we eat e chocolate mint cake although quite small bt still quite nice. Today it's Amanda's b'dae!!!! she muz be vry happy now. WISH HER HAPPY B'DAE!!! Happy Birthday To you~~~~ tomorrow is rosmawati birthday same as me so coincidnce*****^^^^

2008-11-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

TYPE BY :yunting

ok...today jierou wear until very sexy lor then saw her 'inside'...then siling gave EXPIRED food to me and jierou EAT and the expiry day is 1/7/08&1/8/08... <[-(oo)-]>

WRITTEN BY MY IDOL SI LING

hahaz .. I like the pig leh !!! Just for your information , today jie rou caused us to become drenched chicken !!! Cause the stingy jie rou wanted to save 45cents the walk until half the thunder shook and then we all went back the the shelter ... then later she made us walk to my house ( without shelter) !!! THEN JR UNBRELLA BECOME guai guai de the whole thing go to other direction or upside down then the unbrella bcum guai ka like... Ps. yt AND Siling is annoy by by jierou'S AIYO!!!dun belive wat siling say in the pps!!!! she force us eat!!! written by yt

PPS: By Jr Idol siling : IS they yi xiang qing yuan eat my food one ! I nvr force them!!!

frenze......^^^^__^^^^

2008-10-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

Today 9.00 am wake up to accompany my ah gong to e market to eat my Wan ton mee n ice lemon tea..... Later tht, pei my ah gong to go to e clinic to take his medicine...so many. n then go to e fish shop to buy fish frm e uncle n he ask me abt hows my eoy, i tell him so lan.n then he say continue jia you!!! e prawns so sharp until it kp on scratching my feet while carrying it...pain. we go to dun noe wat shop to buy e remote control of my tv...coz yes i accidently drp it onto the floor n then 'biang' it was spoiled n cnt nt even been used again...n my uncle had to take out his $10 to buy again...so sry. n then after tht so angry leh, i go hm n try tht thing, still cnt used n in the end still nd head back n change a new one again...so tiring.on my way bk hm i met yang zi wei!!!! my ex-classmate, in e past she always challenge with me one... n also her sis. i admit her two sis is so cute!!!! look almost the same but vry guai. n play with me for a while. in e end by e time i reach hm dun noe wat time, and also being asked by my grandpa, "Why u go long?" in hokien. juz now actually i also met chunlin go bk to sch for her band... today, nan de met my ex-classmate.... so happy. Those days.....=)

Holiday......

2008-10-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

The fifth day of holiday already, but it seems like years to me..... So long nv end. But at hm still can play com n chat with frens. Hope to play badminton with my grandpa n roller blading ...so fun.Srill haven start to do e chinese pro. Yes, so scary tok to Miss lim, lin lao shi. Her display name is all in chinese, dont noe how to say. e first time tok to a teacher on msn......but lin lao shi quite gd lah. Yes also gt tok to tht loisiling n yunting n Huiting. Tht loisilng keep on calling e fei zhu , lao ah ma....ku gua lian. n also gt tok abt e wat ding dang shen tan, coz last episode. n then huiting ask yuntign for songs n then me n tht siling keep on saying tht fei zhu thing. Today also quite boring, can only listen to music....=)

Today???.....

2008-10-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

Very long never update my blog already leh... Today tht 242 so gd leh the all new 242 so luxury bt cannot sit many people, always stand. Today play tht Math Trail n then the Ethel, Amanda n Divya gt angry, cos me n yuen ping n tht siling n also tht Huang yunting keep toking about e movie, n tht wat horoscope thing n never do anything but still gt do something.After tht, e Mdm Hanita came in n then collect e money for class photo--$6, buy only the formal n the one take with my shifu, siling n yunting, tht period most boring, nothing to do, n then go hm with Ethel n then met huiying n Belle n yichen they all.Huiying say Jasmin being norminate as counseller leh.Later, accompany Shuying to borrow bk but then borrow until "Luo tang ji", the rain keep on draining n then pei her buy the hotdog. The auntie vry...say us wat ....n then finally go out of tht shop. Immediately run to e bus stop n come e new 242 so gd........

Today also....

2008-10-14T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today also so boring.....juz like yes. Goin to library yes, then go eat at e Kobayshi with e siling, yunting n reine, huiting n vernice.....e most frustrating is tht siling n my shifu late for 20 mins, so angry leh. we wait there like ben dan like tht, aiyo. After we eat we go take neo, tht yunting si dou bu yao take, so we take with siling n yuenping loh.... After taking with them, i realised tht zui hao bu yao take neo again. cos the conclusion is the more we take the uglier it is...the camera hor dun noe how lah. i haven ready the camera "cah" n then take half of my face with one hand raising is taken. the much more boring thing comes when we go to e drama rm for tht minister comin n then after halfway tht Mrs Teo n e Ms toh n another vp comes in. so scary.... e Mrs Teo ask me abt my cca- Npcc, really dunno wat to say abt my cca n i anyhow say.This last until 5pm plus....SIAN ^^^ ______

Mamee Cookie.....

2008-10-13T01:11:00.000-07:00

Today we nid to go back to sch for tht minister comin thing lah....so boring. After tht, e siling n tht huang yunting, with reine n huiting go to vernice house to bake cookie??? don noe wat will happen ^^^**** n then i post this until halfway, the phone rang n the person says, e m1 customer service is now.......is tht siling asking tomorrow wan to go library or nt??? aiyo.really cnt shou bu liao ta leh....

Finally....

2008-10-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

Eoy over already..... can relax already but tmw still gt tht art test^^^haven do tht prepatory wk....today so "can", gt tht running nose:) Exam until halfway,tht thing so annoying, but hope nth will happen, i think nt bad lah......

So tough.....

2008-09-26T00:48:00.000-07:00

Today english paper.... don't noe can make it or not, but i will hope for the best results...long time never post already, cos gt exams loh.Yesterday gt tht chinese exam... also so difficult!!!! Hope can do better. Finally can rest already. Monday also no nid go to sch, so gd^^^**^^**^^** Evry body must jia you!!!!

Hahaha...

2008-09-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

omg....today is so funny...with tht siling, yuen ping n tht "HUANG YUN TING" juz because tht deng yi xia! We go revise in e sch library frm 2-4.30!!! for that yuen ping. sighhhhhhh......

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2008-09-18T03:18:00.000-07:00

Hihi, i dunno if this blogskin is nice but i think is ok , n this is i first time post, so pai sei yi xia....