formulae: hop + e

/ Wednesday, September 2, 2009

SIGH_____ Currently unable to fall asleep, i totally flung my ENGLISH, nid work harder le. Today, finally u spoken up, said out wat u have always wanted to say... Everytime you choose to avoid, wearing smile. But, it was weird when you do so, smile and laugh with me together at a moment and suddenly be angry with me after a few mins ??? I dunno... i can roughly figure out why u are angry with me, i'm now confused. The weirdiest was ppl was saying different things to different ppl!!! WHY WAS THIS SO??? I can't understand.... u said i've nv been through these things before, unable to understand ur feelings. Why do u think in such a way? Do u believe that those ppl u hang out most often muz be ur close friend? WHY??? Dun bring up watever things that had happened in the past, u shld not let them interfere with ur present life>>> I am nobody, just mysself, pls dun think tht i'm the same as others, PLS Huiying u said tht i'm always troubled with these things, i can't stop pondering why... IS THIS a curse WHICH WILL FOLLOWS U FOREVERR? I didn't treat u as a platform to fufil my desires. I really dun understand why being a girl was so complicated and as a sec two student. WHY WILL THINGS CHANGE. I really dunno... why things willl turn our like tht. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY 'GROUPS' IN OUR CLASS? sigh___I really dunno, ppl tht i had once trusted...i understand myself___ WILL THINGS CHANGE IF WERE A BOY..??? free frm those troubles.. worries~~~

/Hopped!
8:27 AM

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