其实说实在的。。。
我不知道这到底是怎么一回事，
每天其实走着同一条路，
总是一同前往。。。
可是就算坐在身旁也都不曾说话了。。
不是你先下车，就是我们，
不是我们在楼上，就是你在楼下。
你总是哈哈大笑的。。。我不知道。
我真的很想知道你在想什么，
我不知道心术，
我只想告诉你，我是不会忘了那些时光的...
/Hopped!
6:56 AM
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Today....go to sch with the huang yunting, huiying n yi chen... so funny.. yunting let me play the wat rock guitar... aiyo so lousy leh...always get the timing wrong...laugh to core~~~~then when we were goin off the bus...so many ppl, then me n huiying stuck in the middle of the road, coz we were goin out, one man forcing his way in...the yunting n yichen had already left the bus. We did nt get to door in time.. the bus closed the door n goin to leave!!! lucky gt one auntie help ur press the bell.... hahax:D the yunting n yichen at the bus stop laughing...After sch, stay back eat lunch with the jasmin, huiying, huang yunting n yichuan, jieling go Bukit Panjang buy 'something'. While eating the rou cuo mian, chatting with yichuan abt 'malaysia cuisine' haha.. Ipoh hor fun.Later go up hall play cho dai di...show magic.. cnt figure out leh!!!! gt trick one lor...Go hm with chiang huiying n tht yunting... take the bus 30. At the bus met Mdm our senior...the showing the magic tricks on the bus.. put the cards on yunting bag, th bus keep on moving , always slide down.. Huiying finally wan to reveal the tricks!!! so lame ...we are stupid too think think cnt think of anything...Mdm also~~~~now still thinking the six straw... so weird, coz nv watch tht wat Tricky TV??? on OKTO# hahax...vry fun...:D
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7:17 AM
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It's time to end le....
Ever since you was able to ignore a friend tht was once close to you just because of a reason...
there was no turning back le,
I'm tired of it le...
从此以后，我不会再有任何的留恋，
那些所曾经在一起过的回忆都当作没发生过吧。。。
也许当作彼此不曾认识，使件好事吧。。。
做人不应该是这样的。
我早已不认识你了。
我真的没想到你竟然可以这样对待一个人。。。
也许这真是时候该忘记了，
你所做的一切与我在也没有任何关联了。
我不会再理会任何事情了。。。
看到你写的东西，只会绝望。
我不会再管了。
/Hopped!
2:22 AM
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today...seriously injured!!! accompany jieling go the make-up session for touch rugby.Then, now my specs become slanted one slide...gt hit by Nila, passing the rugby ball to me, then knocked onto my face, so pain. The ppl playing monkey with the ball, then hit onto my head directly....Later, somebody passes ball to me , i reach out to catch the ball, it cracked my thumb...then numb for a few moments, cnt move so pain...now still vry pain, painful. My specs...
/Hopped!
6:13 AM
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I thought our friendship would last....
至今我才发现原来我们之间的友谊是如此的浅，
我们不曾在一起快乐过，
之前所曾经分享过得快乐，
早已渐渐地离我而去。。。
什么才是真真的友情？？？
我曾相信做人不应该是这样的。。。
可是人心难测。。。
到底谁才是真真的真心对你，
实在难以分辨。
我不知道你在想些什么，
你已经逐渐的与我越来越疏远，
一天过一天，得过且过，
虽然在同一个班里，
上了数堂课，
有几次真真的能与你好好聊一翻呢？
成天笑容满面，是真的快乐吗？
还是只是表面的？
人生中有太多复杂的事情了。。。。
你一只都对我很好，
可是看到你这样我不知道要怎样应付，
为什么？
这件事牵涉到太多人了。。。
不可能每天都带着笑容，
不曾如此的复杂，
却演变成难以挽回了。。。
不应该是这样的。
你们的声音，
仿佛将不会在听见了。。。
曾今是以笑对人的，
却是冷若冰霜。。
人的周围围绕着什么？？？
我不会忘记你们的，
一直与我聊真心话，
与你们聊天实在能忘记一切的烦恼，
要如何面对明天呢？？？
终究得做个了结。。。
如果我们班能团结一致....有多好。
有些人可能是没有关联的...不应该牵扯到他们。
应该做自己不管别人说什么....不要理会。
任何不满当面说。。。才不会变成这样。
/Hopped!
4:29 AM
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i noe all my mid-year marks le...so lousy. My mother tongue, so shi bai, getting so low, eng ok, gt pass.As for my geo, made me most angry, should get a better results...
It had been months..days... I'd totally forgotten when i started. It lasted so long...
A person tht u knew, may nt be the present her,
it seem as if it was a stranger,
Goin our own way......
WHY???
A person tht does nt have any reaction seeing u....
Wearing a smile, bt does it really made u felt happy???,
impossible....
its so Unbearable....
Just because of a REASON???
i dun understand....
It was getting more complicated.....
Seeing each other, makes us feel awkward.
It was nt like this before...
i can't understand!!!
I dun wan to be like this...
I dunno how shld i react
WHY???
I DUNNO... ITS GETTING TIRING.
/Hopped!
8:21 AM
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